I really really don't want to blog today. I don't want to type. I just want to go read, but because of my dedication, I have to. Awesome. Brief overview time!
I woke up, I went to school, I had an alright day in school, Jazz Band was great as usual, all the other classes sucked as usual, I came home, I did homework, I'm on the computer. Yeas, I could go into a lot more detail, but I honestly don't care right now. I'm going to go and read right after I'm done fixing some music thing on my computer. I apologize that this is super short, but too bad. Deal with it.
Song of the Day: Keep Your Mind Wide Open by AnnaSophia Robb (Bridge to Terabithia)
Snapple Caps: 63
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Tuesday, 26 April 2011
Gear Up
I think it FINALLY hit me. Mostly because it's really hot and that means summer is rolling in, but still. I should have thought of this a while ago. I need to seriously get my ass in gear. Yeah, I do 2 sports and there's marching band, but that isn't enough. Everyone has some of that "popular girl mocking themselves" in them (even if you're not a girl) and we mock ourselves. We call ourselves names. We put ourselves down so much that it can push us to the edge. Sometimes the edge could be a good thing. The good edge can be called "The Wake Up Call." The bad edge can be called "Oblivion." Obviously, Oblivion is bad. We don't want to get there. My body (and mind) have, thankfully, hit The Wake Up Call. I realize I've needed this pretty badly. I used to be insanely skinny, like my friend, Moose, who's like a twig. Always has been. I sorta let myself go. I am admitting openly (without putting myself down) that I have gotten a bit chubby. I am going to admit, I don't like it. At all. Like I look in the mirror everyday, and there's the popular rotten girl. Let's call her The Joker (like batman). No one wants The Joker around because you're most likely going to die. So when The Joker is stuck in the glass room, She/He's ok, but still a danger to everyone with a conscience. Which is everyone. We need to shut out The Joker. The Joker is a cruel being inside of EVERYONE who, if truly gets to you, will push you to Oblivion. But, the person in your mind who saves you, let's call them Hero, brings you back up. Hero may bring you up with terrible realizations, but let's face it, honesty is much better than Oblivion. I, right now, am going to take a vow to go somewhere as often I can in the summer.
I remember I had so much motivation last year. I am upset to say that I know exactly why I had this motivation. It was a boyfriend. I wanted to be fit for him. I wanted to be skinny for him. I honestly used to workout in my room every night just to try and get muscle or stay skinny. I would walk halfway across my hometown just to go to his house. Now that he's out of my life (which i am kinda grateful for [douche]) I let myself go. I don't feel like I'm "eating my feelings" because of missing him or anything. I was actually the one who broke up with him. But I do realize, I have no motivation what so ever to go for a walk. To go to the park. to do anything really but sit here on my computer watching YouTube videos. I love YouTube, and so do many people, but I feel like it might be ruining my life. I need to cut back. I need to hang out with friends. I need to do something to get back in shape.
Let's face it, today is a realization day. At this, with this story and everything, think about your own life. Are you happy with who you are? I know I'm not satisfied, but I know what I have to do to adjust. So I'm gearing up for activities. I'm gearing up for life because let's face it, when I graduate high school, college (hopefully) will be the only thing on my mind. Sure, I'll make new friends, but I just hope that they'll keep me in line as well. Friends are your Coaches and/or Sidekicks. They can be a pain in the ass, but you know they'll always be there for you and they got your back.
Song of the Day: Something I Want by Grace Porter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-rQ-pXd82E
Snapple Caps: 63
I remember I had so much motivation last year. I am upset to say that I know exactly why I had this motivation. It was a boyfriend. I wanted to be fit for him. I wanted to be skinny for him. I honestly used to workout in my room every night just to try and get muscle or stay skinny. I would walk halfway across my hometown just to go to his house. Now that he's out of my life (which i am kinda grateful for [douche]) I let myself go. I don't feel like I'm "eating my feelings" because of missing him or anything. I was actually the one who broke up with him. But I do realize, I have no motivation what so ever to go for a walk. To go to the park. to do anything really but sit here on my computer watching YouTube videos. I love YouTube, and so do many people, but I feel like it might be ruining my life. I need to cut back. I need to hang out with friends. I need to do something to get back in shape.
Let's face it, today is a realization day. At this, with this story and everything, think about your own life. Are you happy with who you are? I know I'm not satisfied, but I know what I have to do to adjust. So I'm gearing up for activities. I'm gearing up for life because let's face it, when I graduate high school, college (hopefully) will be the only thing on my mind. Sure, I'll make new friends, but I just hope that they'll keep me in line as well. Friends are your Coaches and/or Sidekicks. They can be a pain in the ass, but you know they'll always be there for you and they got your back.
Song of the Day: Something I Want by Grace Porter
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-rQ-pXd82E
Snapple Caps: 63
Monday, 25 April 2011
HEAT STROKE
It's so hot over here in Pennsylvania....like almost 90 hot. The pool isn't open and I don't have any friends that have pools. I'm dying right now. I was outside for 3hrs or so with my friend, Shannon, walking her dogs with her, jumping on the trampoline (mostly sitting and talking, but whatever, we jumped), then going with her to meet her boyfriend, then walking home. Did I mention it's VERY hilly where I live? Did I mention it's hot!?
But anyways, it's the day after Easter, and guess what's for breakfast?! Pretzel M&Ms :) and Jellybeans. I LOVE Jellybeans. So I ate a handful of M&Ms and left. Not very healthy or filling, but I'm not complaining.
Did I mention it's hot?!
I don't know what I'm doing the rest of the day. I should be working on my homework my stupid teachers left us over the break, but let's face it, I procrastinate, so it'll be done around midnight or so whenever I fall asleep. I'm going to miss staying up til 3 or 4am and getting up around noon....Who cares? I have 6 and a half weeks of school left. I can't wait for summer! Did I mention it's hot? Especially in summer? But there's pools in the summer :D
Oh dear, I just realized, I'm going to Gettysburg next weekend...not the end of April weekend, the beginning of May. I get to room with my friends since it's a school trip. NO PARENTS!!!
Then my birthday, and Jazz Band gigs, and Marching Band starts soon....YAY! I'm going to love next month. It's going to be weird not blogging everyday. I'll try and post a blog at least every week. Maybe on Saturdays to wrap up the week. I'll try, I promise!
Song of the Day: What Kind of Name is Hermione? by The Parselmouths
Snapple Caps: 63
But anyways, it's the day after Easter, and guess what's for breakfast?! Pretzel M&Ms :) and Jellybeans. I LOVE Jellybeans. So I ate a handful of M&Ms and left. Not very healthy or filling, but I'm not complaining.
Did I mention it's hot?!
I don't know what I'm doing the rest of the day. I should be working on my homework my stupid teachers left us over the break, but let's face it, I procrastinate, so it'll be done around midnight or so whenever I fall asleep. I'm going to miss staying up til 3 or 4am and getting up around noon....Who cares? I have 6 and a half weeks of school left. I can't wait for summer! Did I mention it's hot? Especially in summer? But there's pools in the summer :D
Oh dear, I just realized, I'm going to Gettysburg next weekend...not the end of April weekend, the beginning of May. I get to room with my friends since it's a school trip. NO PARENTS!!!
Then my birthday, and Jazz Band gigs, and Marching Band starts soon....YAY! I'm going to love next month. It's going to be weird not blogging everyday. I'll try and post a blog at least every week. Maybe on Saturdays to wrap up the week. I'll try, I promise!
Song of the Day: What Kind of Name is Hermione? by The Parselmouths
Snapple Caps: 63
Sunday, 24 April 2011
What's With The Bunnies?
Happy Zombie Day! I say this because Easter is the celebration of a Zombie. If you're Catholic, think about it. What I really want to know, is how the "Easter Bunny" came into this. Why a rabbit? Why not a snake? Or a raccoon? Or a fox? Why rabbits? I don't understand.
ANYWAYS! Enough with the bunnies. I had a terrific Easter today. I woke up at 12 since I didn't have to be anywhere, got my Easter stuff, and watched Tangled 2 more times before my dad took it back to the video store. I LOVE Tangled. I'm obsessed with it. It was at my house for a night, and I watched it 6 times. I sang the songs, I recited lines, I even laughed at the same parts every time. NEW OBSESSION! I like this obsession though. My mom said that this summer, I can paint Rapunzel's chalk drawing on my ceiling. Link to picture --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ljmtHKqKCQ&feature=player_detailpage#t=65s
(If the link doesn't work, just highlight it and right click then click go to URL. The time on the video for the picture is 1:05)
I'm excited about this :D
Other than the 5 coloring books, sidewalk chalk, and pretzel M&Ms I got in my basket, nothing else was too too exciting today. I had fun and that's all that matters.
I'm off of school tomorrow as well. YAY! It's a shame that I don't own a copy of Tangled yet. I can't wait to get one. I'm going to watch it all the time. Out of every single movie I've seen, I would like my life to be like Rapunzel's. Or any Disney princess movie really....That would be so awesome :D I'm not saying I want a fairy godmother or anything, but thinking of all of those adventures and risks they get to take? Who in their right mind would pass that up?
Based on a movie (or movie type) what would you want your life to be like?
Song of the Day: Good Enough by Evanescence
Snapple Caps: 63
ANYWAYS! Enough with the bunnies. I had a terrific Easter today. I woke up at 12 since I didn't have to be anywhere, got my Easter stuff, and watched Tangled 2 more times before my dad took it back to the video store. I LOVE Tangled. I'm obsessed with it. It was at my house for a night, and I watched it 6 times. I sang the songs, I recited lines, I even laughed at the same parts every time. NEW OBSESSION! I like this obsession though. My mom said that this summer, I can paint Rapunzel's chalk drawing on my ceiling. Link to picture --> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ljmtHKqKCQ&feature=player_detailpage#t=65s
(If the link doesn't work, just highlight it and right click then click go to URL. The time on the video for the picture is 1:05)
I'm excited about this :D
Other than the 5 coloring books, sidewalk chalk, and pretzel M&Ms I got in my basket, nothing else was too too exciting today. I had fun and that's all that matters.
I'm off of school tomorrow as well. YAY! It's a shame that I don't own a copy of Tangled yet. I can't wait to get one. I'm going to watch it all the time. Out of every single movie I've seen, I would like my life to be like Rapunzel's. Or any Disney princess movie really....That would be so awesome :D I'm not saying I want a fairy godmother or anything, but thinking of all of those adventures and risks they get to take? Who in their right mind would pass that up?
Based on a movie (or movie type) what would you want your life to be like?
Song of the Day: Good Enough by Evanescence
Snapple Caps: 63
Saturday, 23 April 2011
Rain, Rain, I FREAKING LOVE YOU!
Did I ever mention I love the rain? Only when I'm with my friends though. Everything is a lot more fun with friends.
Today started off VERY very badly. My dad woke me up, practically yelling at me because I didn't tell him that I had softball practice at noon. He got me up at 11:20. As if I was going to have time to do anything. Thankfully, my coach texted me saying that practice was canceled because the upper field we were practicing on was basically flooded. So that was good. But then my parents were just kind of yelling at each other all day. So my mom and I went to Giant Eagle and then when I got home, my dad drove me to Livie's house. We had so much fun there!
We hung out with another one of our friends, Melissa. We call each other Boyfriend though because of an inside joke a while ago. It's completely normal. Anyways, we had fun. We picked up our friend Kyle and we went to Giant Eagle and Caribou Coffee. Then Boyfriend had to leave, so Livie and I played in the rain waiting for our other friend Erinn. Sadly, a little after Erinn got there, I had to leave.
Now I'm home and eating Dairy Queen Blizzards watching TANGLED! I'm basically obsessed with this movie. I'm just going to play it over and over until about 5am. I'm not even kidding. And my parents aren't annoyed with it either. So I'll be back tomorrow on Easter and tell you about how boring my day will be since we aren't going anywhere. BYE!!!
Song of the Day: I See The Light by Mandy Moore and Zachary Levi
Snapple Caps: 63
Today started off VERY very badly. My dad woke me up, practically yelling at me because I didn't tell him that I had softball practice at noon. He got me up at 11:20. As if I was going to have time to do anything. Thankfully, my coach texted me saying that practice was canceled because the upper field we were practicing on was basically flooded. So that was good. But then my parents were just kind of yelling at each other all day. So my mom and I went to Giant Eagle and then when I got home, my dad drove me to Livie's house. We had so much fun there!
We hung out with another one of our friends, Melissa. We call each other Boyfriend though because of an inside joke a while ago. It's completely normal. Anyways, we had fun. We picked up our friend Kyle and we went to Giant Eagle and Caribou Coffee. Then Boyfriend had to leave, so Livie and I played in the rain waiting for our other friend Erinn. Sadly, a little after Erinn got there, I had to leave.
Now I'm home and eating Dairy Queen Blizzards watching TANGLED! I'm basically obsessed with this movie. I'm just going to play it over and over until about 5am. I'm not even kidding. And my parents aren't annoyed with it either. So I'll be back tomorrow on Easter and tell you about how boring my day will be since we aren't going anywhere. BYE!!!
Song of the Day: I See The Light by Mandy Moore and Zachary Levi
Snapple Caps: 63
Friday, 22 April 2011
Cars
Today, I woke up at 12 noon and basically got in a car. I was in a car until 5:30pm when I got home. I am so sick of sitting, yet here I am typing up my BEDA blog post of the day. That's dedication right there. I do not want to be sitting here. All day, I just wanted to go for a walk. Just call one of my friends up and ask if they wanted to go for a walk. But what's the weather like here in Pittsburgh? It's freaking raining. I hate the bipolarness of Pittsburgh and that's all. That's the only thing that bugs me. Yesterday, it was sunny, but cold. Now it's miserable and raining. It's been raining all day non stop. Way to ruin my plans weather. Thanks a lot.
Well I bet you're wondering why I was in a car all day. No? Too bad. This is a blog and I'm going to tell you about my day.
My parents and I drove to Tandy Leather in Westmoreland County (Murrysville area) which is an entire county away from where I live (pretty damn far). Me and my mom shopped around a little bit while my dad went and bought some more leather stuff. On our way back, we stopped at an exotic pet shop called The Enclosure. That place mostly has reptiles and birds you've never even heard of before. Here are some pictures:
Well I bet you're wondering why I was in a car all day. No? Too bad. This is a blog and I'm going to tell you about my day.
My parents and I drove to Tandy Leather in Westmoreland County (Murrysville area) which is an entire county away from where I live (pretty damn far). Me and my mom shopped around a little bit while my dad went and bought some more leather stuff. On our way back, we stopped at an exotic pet shop called The Enclosure. That place mostly has reptiles and birds you've never even heard of before. Here are some pictures:
These animals are beautiful. Yes there is even a King Cobra in those pictures. We solely went there to see how much baby bearded dragons were since our just died. The ones they have there are called Leather Backs. Basically they're just a lot smoother and more colorful than the dragon we had. They were so cute :3
After the Enclosure, we went to the Monroeville Joanne Fabrics. Nothing exciting there. I did get Ultraviolet while we were out though. I love that movie :)
But yeah, that's been my day. I really liked today. I hope tomorrow will be good too even though I have softball at noon and that's been the times I've been getting up lately...Oh well! Bye!
Song of the Day: Healing Incantation by Mandy Moore (Tangled)
Snapple Caps: 63
Thursday, 21 April 2011
Is That A Fat Joke?
Hiya everyone! Today was fun!
This morning, and by morning I mean noon, I woke up to my mom bringing me breakfast in bed. It was amazing. I've never had breakfast in bed. It wasn't even anything fancy, just cinnamon toast with chocolate milk. But I thought it was adorable :)
After breakfast, I went in my living room and started my Screen Gems marathon. This marathon consists of all 4 Resident Evil movies and all 3 Underworld movies. I have 4 more movies left to watch :) I would've been able to watch more than 2 today if I wasn't cut short because of softball >:p
I really didn't want to go to practice today. It was extremely cold and I made the dumb decision to wear shorts. So all my friend, Bre, and I did the whole time was complain. It was pretty funny.
Other than that, I've just been listening to the Tangled soundtrack all day. I REALLY WANT THIS MOVIE AND SOUNDTRACK!!!! I'm going to ask my parents if we can go to best buy and get some stuff :D I hope that'll work.
For Dinner, I had Chinese Food. My fortune cookie was very insulting and it goes with the title of this blog. It said, "Great things happen when men and mountains meet." Now I'm no future teller or whatever, but that was definitely a fat joke. I am insulted.
So now I'm just sitting here singing to myself, drinking Cherry Pepsi, and replying back to my pen pals. This month is going to fast :D I love it. See you tomorrow!
Song of the Day: When Will My Life Begin: Mandy Moore (Tangled)
Snapple Caps: 63
This morning, and by morning I mean noon, I woke up to my mom bringing me breakfast in bed. It was amazing. I've never had breakfast in bed. It wasn't even anything fancy, just cinnamon toast with chocolate milk. But I thought it was adorable :)
After breakfast, I went in my living room and started my Screen Gems marathon. This marathon consists of all 4 Resident Evil movies and all 3 Underworld movies. I have 4 more movies left to watch :) I would've been able to watch more than 2 today if I wasn't cut short because of softball >:p
I really didn't want to go to practice today. It was extremely cold and I made the dumb decision to wear shorts. So all my friend, Bre, and I did the whole time was complain. It was pretty funny.
Other than that, I've just been listening to the Tangled soundtrack all day. I REALLY WANT THIS MOVIE AND SOUNDTRACK!!!! I'm going to ask my parents if we can go to best buy and get some stuff :D I hope that'll work.
For Dinner, I had Chinese Food. My fortune cookie was very insulting and it goes with the title of this blog. It said, "Great things happen when men and mountains meet." Now I'm no future teller or whatever, but that was definitely a fat joke. I am insulted.
So now I'm just sitting here singing to myself, drinking Cherry Pepsi, and replying back to my pen pals. This month is going to fast :D I love it. See you tomorrow!
Song of the Day: When Will My Life Begin: Mandy Moore (Tangled)
Snapple Caps: 63
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